I feel like no one is on tumblr anymore and not a single one of my posts is even seen and I’m here talking to myself and no one will ever know anything about me…but it’s still nice to have the chance to be honest about myself even if no one sees it…cause all I’m putting is my real thoughts and stuff…and all the other crazy mental wrong with me things….and all the fandom reblogs…I may be a sad human but I enjoy things to…which I good I guess…but yeah…this blog is meant for me to be me and I don’t care if no one sees it cause I’m just glad it’s here cause then when ever I feel lost I can find myself in my blog again..
Author: maxhatter
lesbian does not mean attracted to vagina
lesbian means attracted to women and only women, and thats it.
stop reducing women to their genitals, and stop invalidating trans lesbians and their girlfriends.
I wonder how many terfs and transphobes are freaking out on this post….but, thank you for making it. You’re literally spot on, but people just don’t want to think like this.
Being honest # 11
I’m scared
Being honest #10
1 hour of spending time with your little sister at the park chasing her around and swinging as hard as you can = burning a lot of calories and feeling happy and not feeling hungry if you get hot enough and make yourself lightheaded enough…and then you can go home and shower all the sweat and dirt off and curl up and sleep for awhile
Being honest #9
I like to keep track of my calories everyday and make sure I eat less the following day…tomorrow I’ll probably only eat alittle breakfast and pick at my dinner and do some sits ups and feel bad because I’m letting oli down…but making myself feeling better…I’m selfish…
Being honest #8
The only thing that gets me through towards wanting to get better and getting better is oli..my significant other…I love him with all of my heart
Being honest #7
Right now..it’s honestly really hard and I really want to lose weight..when I’m small and weigh less I feel light and delicate and beautiful and happy and right now I feel weighted down and to big…it would be so easy to get back into old habits…it would be like I never tried to get better at all….I just have to find my self control and never look at food again….it’s easier than most people think…
Family gathering.
MOOOOOM, AUNT CAROL IS HEEEEEERE
Aunt Carol is fucking ripped.
reblog if you love aunt carol
Me every morning: today I’m going to fast. 0 calories for the next 24 hours.
Me every night: fuck… this is now gonna be the last day I eat, I swear.
*repeat*
Being honest # 6
Every time I screw up…I don’t think I deserve anything…not even to breathe…the next best thing is not letting myself eat…