amourxrose:

•"I spent 2 years of my life telling myself that it was gonna get better but now I’m realizing I’m not better and I dont think I can handle this by myself anymore.“
•"I’m getting worse and you dont know.”
I honestly thought things were going okay but then it hit me.I still feel like shit honestly. I dont think I’ll ever be good for anybody. I dont know why im like this and nobody will ever care.I either am a bother to someone or i dont even matter to them. That hurts like fucking hell. Im never gonna get better and I’ll probably be better off dead. I’m out here telling everyone im ok when I’m not. It’s better to just say your good and fake a smile.