Just did 50 sit-ups
Oli is gonna be mad
Tag: relapsing
Being honest # 18
I want chocolate but I can’t have it I won’t let myself
Being honest #17
I feel so big and gross and I’m jealous of everyone who has hips and a smaaaaalllll waist…I’m a gross human being..
Being honest #16
100 cal inch cheese cube
4 slices of ham 60 cal
Plus dinner I have to make people believe I’m eating and it drives me nuts that I don’t know the calories
Did sit ups and squats today and walked around alittle
I have family to deal with
I’m gonna do more sit-ups tonight
Being honest #15
He doesn’t get it..I’m gross and I need to lose weight..he doesn’t see how bad I look…he never has…so he doesn’t know…I just want to be comfortable with myself and he won’t let me…
Being honest # 12
I lost two pounds yesterday playing with my little sister at the park yesterday…I went from 148 to 146 and I got excited…I learn to just keep moving and drink water and stay strong and walk through the kitchen testing yourself not to eat and be aware…