Tag: relapsing

Ana knowledge

2 slices of bread is 120 calories

4 slices of ham is 50 calories

1 slice of cheese is 80

And you can get away with eating just this for dinner if you complain about not being hungry and yeah…it’s just 250 calories and it’s easily burned off…

Being honest #28

I used to look at people’s chins and see how soft they are and how invisible there jaw lines are…and I would always put a thumb under my chin to make sure it was lean..it’s like how Eli from to the bone did with her arm until she got her hand around it..that’s how I’ll know I’m perfect…I will be able to get more than my thumb under my chin and my face and jaw will be angular…the rest of me will look amazing..boney hips and long legs and a small waist and no love handles and a small chest…just how I want to be…

Being honest #26

I flipping binged to much and I need to get my act together…I have a hard time saying no to people when they offer food to me because I feel bad if I don’t…but I feel bad if I do…I need to learn to say no…because I’m a big and gross person…on the bmi charts I’m only a few pounds off of overweight…I need to lose weight badly…can someone send me inspiration…I don’t care if it’s meanspo or tips or whatever ..,just get me going…

Being honest #24

I went up in pounds but in inches I went down…which is okay I guess
But all I’ve had today is green tea
A bunch of grapes(80 cal)
And a white cheddar rice cake (45)
I’m at 125 calories so far today
I’ll do some sit-ups later today
I’m also sick but taking meds so I’m okay

Being honest #23

I’m at 145 pounds officially today
I went swimming and I made sure to keep moving today and did some sit-ups and such…I look better…oh..and I ate dinner…besides for that I’m somewhere between 200 to 300 calories today..which I burned some off swimming…oh and also swinging on the swing set…

Being honest # 21

I got green tea today and cinnamon pills…I’m gonna get yelllllllllled at….sorry oli….I just wanna be skinny….i also walked around a pond for 30 minutes…that’s all I could get away with…
So I eat alittle and then take a pill and the it do it work…but I’ll only take it when I feel like I’m screwing up and eating to much
And drink the tea when I feel hungry and bla bla bla bla
I’m such a loser