Is it even still a relationship if it feels completely one sided and lonely and like the other person doesn’t even care and youve talked to them several times about it and they do nothing to change it…I’m not happy…it doesnt feel like a real relationship…I don’t feel like I’m loved..or cared about…I’m just here so he can feel taken care of and for sex and so he has someone other than his online friends to talk to…but the most he says is hi…and he gives more affection and love to our cat..I feel like I’m not even in a relationship…and its no better than my last relationship…I don’t think he’d even notice if I started to treat him like a roommate instead.. Because thats what I’m gonna do…its not like he even sleeps in the bed with me anyway…hes too self absorbed in his video games….

either im a terrible person…or im just like my mother, i have terrible taste in who i date and have passed up on the person who i should be with…and i think i know who that person is…and shes going to England..and im pretty sure shes straight..fuck im probably just a terrible person…