Is it even still a relationship if it feels completely one sided and lonely and like the other person doesn’t even care and youve talked to them several times about it and they do nothing to change it…I’m not happy…it doesnt feel like a real relationship…I don’t feel like I’m loved..or cared about…I’m just here so he can feel taken care of and for sex and so he has someone other than his online friends to talk to…but the most he says is hi…and he gives more affection and love to our cat..I feel like I’m not even in a relationship…and its no better than my last relationship…I don’t think he’d even notice if I started to treat him like a roommate instead.. Because thats what I’m gonna do…its not like he even sleeps in the bed with me anyway…hes too self absorbed in his video games….

Despite popular belief and people never listening to me ever and never trying to listen to me

I’m usually right about well…everything..I research…I pay attention and remember shit and listen to people who are professionals and know what the fuck they are talking about so I know what the fuck I’m talking about as well…but yet…no one fucking listens to me and keep thinking they are right and do what they want..and when things dont happen as they thought they would and exactly as I knew it would happen…I just sigh..and then they still dont listen….it bothers me so much…because I just hate watching things go wrong that they could if avoided…if only…

I wish I didn’t know some of the people that I know

So many of them dont care about me at all…they think so little of me and chalk me up to be my father…