just my old blog from tumblr
Being honest #33
And here I am starving again after trying to do the recovery thing which made me feel terrible….and still…no one knows..but Oliver but he won’t tell anyone…I’ll always be invisible
What the frickity frack am I doing?? I need to be getting better…I have plans and I need to be healthy to do them??? Blllllaaaaaaa but I also wanna be skinny…I feel so biiiiiiiig…but I’m trying to get better…I see the point of life and all that and important stuff….so what the fuck am I doing to myself…uuuuuuh…I’m gonna hate myself later…
I screwed up and allowed myself to screw up just when I started I got sucked in into having two weird tacos from some place called balance…the only good thing I probably got out of it was bubble tea that had green tea in it..atleast my terrible metabolism will go up…
I feel like no one is on tumblr anymore and not a single one of my posts is even seen and I’m here talking to myself and no one will ever know anything about me…but it’s still nice to have the chance to be honest about myself even if no one sees it…cause all I’m putting is my real thoughts and stuff…and all the other crazy mental wrong with me things….and all the fandom reblogs…I may be a sad human but I enjoy things to…which I good I guess…but yeah…this blog is meant for me to be me and I don’t care if no one sees it cause I’m just glad it’s here cause then when ever I feel lost I can find myself in my blog again..
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