Tag: anorexia

Being honest #24

I went up in pounds but in inches I went down…which is okay I guess
But all I’ve had today is green tea
A bunch of grapes(80 cal)
And a white cheddar rice cake (45)
I’m at 125 calories so far today
I’ll do some sit-ups later today
I’m also sick but taking meds so I’m okay

Being honest #23

I’m at 145 pounds officially today
I went swimming and I made sure to keep moving today and did some sit-ups and such…I look better…oh..and I ate dinner…besides for that I’m somewhere between 200 to 300 calories today..which I burned some off swimming…oh and also swinging on the swing set…

Being honest # 21

I got green tea today and cinnamon pills…I’m gonna get yelllllllllled at….sorry oli….I just wanna be skinny….i also walked around a pond for 30 minutes…that’s all I could get away with…
So I eat alittle and then take a pill and the it do it work…but I’ll only take it when I feel like I’m screwing up and eating to much
And drink the tea when I feel hungry and bla bla bla bla
I’m such a loser

Being honest # 19

What the frickity frack am I doing?? I need to be getting better…I have plans and I need to be healthy to do them??? Blllllaaaaaaa but I also wanna be skinny…I feel so biiiiiiiig…but I’m trying to get better…I see the point of life and all that and important stuff….so what the fuck am I doing to myself…uuuuuuh…I’m gonna hate myself later…

Being honest #16

100 cal inch cheese cube
4 slices of ham 60 cal
Plus dinner I have to make people believe I’m eating and it drives me nuts that I don’t know the calories
Did sit ups and squats today and walked around alittle
I have family to deal with
I’m gonna do more sit-ups tonight