juansendizon:

For those who feel suicidal, alone, destructive, broken, tired, lost, depressed, existential anxiety, pessimistic, detached from reality, sadly in love and the meaninglessness of human existence. This book is for you and me and for everyone who’s searching for survival, healing, recovery, and understanding.

I hope this poetry collection gives you the hope that you deserve. I hope this poetry collection brings out the dreamer that’s within your tender soul. I hope this poetry collection touches your heart in some way and encourage you to live your life despite the suffering because suicide is not a choice and there’s nothing selfish about wanting to end everything and all I’m simply saying is that you deserve to be okay and sometimes that’s better than happiness.

Truthfully, I myself am not yet completely recovered, and I still feel suicidal sometimes, and it’s a very dark place to be in and I want you to know that I created this collection inside that very dark place and I still want to live because I choose to believe that I am loved even if I don’t matter much at all as a person. I choose to believe that I am loved and that matters. 🙂

I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction is available on Amazon. For every review, I promise to dedicate a piece of writing to you. 🙂

You can purchase the book here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1721578641 ❤

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I am deeply grateful for your support in this dark piece of my soul. 🙂

I wish you all hope, love, and healing. ✿

Mikasa is amazing

silth:

In this panel Mikasa stopped an angry child from stabbing the person who killed her sister… she saved a child’s life and another child’s innocence.

This scene really reminds me of Eren killing those horrible people, of course the situation here is different, but it is interesting that Mikasa chose to avoid any violence and saved these two children.

I guess it is not by chance that Gabi is touching her scarf: Mikasa is offering her that warmth she was looking for when she was a child. Little Mikasa, kidnapped in that house, was thinking that she was cold and she was saved not when Eren murdered those criminals, but when he gave her that scarf because she felt the warmth she was missing. It was not violence who saved her, but love. And she’s trying to do the same, she avoided useless violence and tried to save those little girls.

I love Mikasa and I love the amazing woman she became.