Author: maxhatter

Being honest #26

I flipping binged to much and I need to get my act together…I have a hard time saying no to people when they offer food to me because I feel bad if I don’t…but I feel bad if I do…I need to learn to say no…because I’m a big and gross person…on the bmi charts I’m only a few pounds off of overweight…I need to lose weight badly…can someone send me inspiration…I don’t care if it’s meanspo or tips or whatever ..,just get me going…

here’s a post to all those who never got “sick enough” to go to treatment; who were able to succeed in recovery in an outpatient setting or without therapy at all. here’s a post validating that it’s okay to feel inadequate, like a failure, like a liar, like a fake, because you never needed a higher level of care. your pain is real and it is valid.

your eating disorder will do anything to keep hold of you. for you, maybe it’s that you never went to treatment. for someone else, maybe it’s a certain diagnosis. for me, it’s that I never reached a certain weight. no matter what that thing is, your eating disorder will come up with another one in order keep hold. you went to treatment? go again, keep going. you got the diagnosis? prove them right, keep going. you made your goal weight? keep going. your disorder won’t ever let you win. (via a-fairy-named-eleri)

tendori-is-my-life:

Habits picked up from the other person:

Tenga habits Chidori adopted:

-Nicknames on her cell contacts. She used to just have each person listed as their actual name but after seeing some of the goofy names Tenga came up with for the other Kiznaivers she started nicknaming her closest friends.

-Going for walks in the morning. Tenga likes going out early when not a lot of people are out and about and Chidori joined him after they started dating. Now she looks forward to them and will go even if Tenga is busy or out of town.

-Finger pistols. Tenga does them so often that Chidori started doing them without noticing. She was legitimately surprised when someone pointed it out to her.

Chidori habits Tenga adopted:

-Ordering desserts at restaurants. Tenga used to just order the main meal but Chidori has such a sweet tooth that he would agree to split something for dessert. Now the meal just doesn’t seem complete without something sweet to finish it off.

-Organizing his sock drawer. Tenga made fun of her for this when he found out but she argued that she’d seen in online on one of those “life hack” posts and that it actually did save space. He organized his just to humor her and well dang yeah that actually does save space. (Chidori is a bit smug about being right)

-Listening to podcasts. Chidori introduced him to some of her favourites and now he listens to them on the bus, while doing homework and when he goes for walks. They have a few they listen to together.   

art-res:

magiciansardonyx:

I got a request to do a tutorial on how to create galaxies! Well, here you go!! Painting galaxies is so much fun, and can be really calming. So have fun!! 

If you have any questions or if I made a mistake, feel free to message me!

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Here’s a very fun tutorial by @magiciansardonyx for you all today.
The quality is out of this world!
– @art-res / @astrikos