ieatlikeabird:

Constant thoughts and feelings of an ed

Whishing you could suck your thighs in like you can your stomach

Comparing yourself to everyone else’s body

Google search history: how many calories in a…

Surviving on thinspo instead of food

Feeling defeated before you even step on the scale

Zoning out more than you’re not, usually thinking about being thinner and thinner

Feeling guiltily for even considering a cheat meal

Keeping up the “I’m still eating lol don’t worry” act so no one suspects you’ve only had 349 calories in the last 48 hours

The fact that eating 349 calories is frightening

Staring at yourself in the mirror picking out what you hate most

Not knowing what to say when someone asks if you’ve eaten yet

Feeling a sense of pride when you actually stick to your diet plan for the day

Feeling a sense of intensified guilt when you don’t stick to your diet plan for the day

Wishing you were taller “so the weight will be distributed more evenly”

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