Me: *hasn’t obsessed over a ship in a while or hasn’t paid attention to it*
Me: *finds old fanart or fanfic for ship and feels nostalgic*
Me: *goes through tag for the ship and sees new developments/work*
Me: *stays up until 4 a.m. once again obsessing over ship*
Me: *hates myself because I’m so tired the next day*
Me: I simultaneously regret nothing and everything